Sulyap

reflection time..... ewan ko ba at i feel different these past few days, parang feeling ko i changed to worst, instead to better.. i just don't know. i'm figuring out what's wrong, masyado ata ako mayabang nitong mga nakaraan.... at madaldal, super daldal at kung anu ano na lang sinasabi, without thinking kung ano ba dapat ang sabihin ko. haaaay, sa tingin stress lang ako, kaya i need to relax first, for quite some time. masama ba ugali ko? am i too much selfish? masyado ba ako mareklamo? mapanglait ba ako? these are things that run on my mind.... i think i just need to keep quiet and feel the silence, because there is peace in silence- it is relaxing too.

kung ano ako, ako ito :) people who care for me is a blessing, at ganoon din ako, i care for them... hindi man nila feel, pero in some way sana i could make them feel that they are important to me; my mother, my family, my friends- real friends, and jake- my love (ayeeeeee ^^,)

i am thankful kasi they are there for me.... kahit loka minsan, mabait pa rin naman.... at sa aking pagmumuni, sana'y makagawa ako ng mabuti sa kapwa... 'yong tipong masaya sila dahil napasaya mo sila. at nagsilbing kahit kunting ngiti sa buhay nila. at higit sa lahat, kahit ano'ng mangyari, manatili pa rin na matatag, and gaya ng sabi ni jake "in all ways, always look at the positive side"